I want to live in the reality of who I already am in Jesus Christ and not in the hope of a promise of a lie.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
Perspective Is Everything
Perspective is everything.
How different would my life be if I could see its trajectory from the outside?
I’m humbled by Jesus’
response to those who didn’t have His perspective. He was the Messiah, the one
He claimed to be, the one they were waiting for. So why didn’t they see it? Why
was it hidden from them? Jesus said they had ears but couldn’t hear, eyes but
couldn’t see. The more I read how the religious leaders responded to Jesus’
authority the more convinced I become that there was no way He could have
measured up to their Messianic expectations. Their perspective had become so
ingrown and fractured that no one would ever meet the qualifications. Their
system of religion was set up to disqualify the truth.
As Pilate said, “What is
truth?” Indeed, what is truth? Their perspective had been so warped and clouded
that when truth stood right in front of them, they couldn’t accept it. They were
so blind that it didn’t even register as a blip on their soul’s radar.
Perspective.
So as Jesus hung on the cross,
they mocked:
The crowd watched and the leaders scoffed. “He saved
others,” they said, “let him save himself if he is really God’s Messiah, the Chosen One.” The soldiers mocked him, too, by
offering him a drink of sour wine. They called out to him, “If you are the
King of the Jews, save yourself!” Luke 23:34-37 (NLT)
You are who you say you are?
Prove it. Prove it to me, in the way that I demand you prove it. Fit your truth
into my way of believing, my way of thinking, my way of living. Convince my inconvincible
soul that you came to save it.
Perspective.
If Jesus had capitulated to
their mocking demands would they have been convinced?
Perspective
The more life I live the
more I see that we reject truth that causes change in our lives until we have
no other choice. Until I experience that I am lost, I cannot be found.
Perspective.
Jesus was, in fact, saving
Himself. By being obedient to the Father’s will, He was saving everything.
Jesus knew His Father. He knew salvation was at hand. For You will not leave my soul among the dead or allow Your holy one to
rot in the grave. Psa 16:10 The outcome was never in doubt.
Perspective.
Salvation at the point of
completion, being mocked, “Save yourself”, the irony is tangible.
Heavier still is the realization
that there are parts of my unrepentant heart that mock its Creator. You saved
others, why can’t you save me? Do what my perspective demands that You need to
do. Fit Your truth into my way of living, my way of understanding.
Perspective.
Without the Holy Spirit’s
intervention, I cannot see the truth.
Perspective.
Jesus, let me see from
Yours.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Jesus Follows His Own Examples.
One of the wounds I’ve
carried into adulthood is the fear that the sin I wrestle with will disqualify
me from being in relationship with Jesus. I read His words:
But when the king came in to meet the
guests, he noticed a man who wasn't wearing the proper clothes for a wedding.
'Friend,' he asked, 'how is it that you are here without wedding clothes?' But
the man had no reply. Then the king said to his aides, 'Bind his hands and feet
and throw him into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing
of teeth.' "For many are called, but few are chosen." (Matthew
22:11-14)
I wonder, am I the one who isn’t wearing proper
clothes? My personal struggle with sin usually leaves me feeling this way. My heart cries why can’t I seem to get a handle on this stuff?
I take comfort in Paul’s words, I have discovered this principle
of life—that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong. (Romans
7:21). If Paul struggled with “getting it right” how much more will I?
But the fear persists. It’s a deep-seated lie that there exists a "one step too far" and that someday I will take
it.
“Oh, I’m sorry, you’ve just ruined
everything”.
That may be a bit dramatic, but my deep seated fears tend to be
that way.
In His mercy, Jesus continually shows me the example
I am to follow. Peter asked how often he should forgive his offending brother.
Jesus’ response in essence was “every time he asks”. That’s the example I am to
follow. If my brother sins against me and asks for forgiveness, I am to
forgive, freely and without reservation. This beautiful truth speaks deeply into
my fear.
Jesus follows His own examples.
If I, by Jesus’ example, am to forgive
my brother freely and without reservation, how perfectly will Jesus forgive me,
freely and without reservation, when I ask?
How often?
Seventy times seven times eternity.
So what keeps me from
walking in the beauty and freedom of this truth?
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Saturday, February 4, 2012
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